You give me premature ventricular contractions

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then I’m like:

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What ever happened to friendship? From my point of view it doesn’t exist. Moving away I knew things would be different and I wouldn’t be able to talk to my friends back home as often but I thought we would at least try. I know everyone is busy, myself included but this sucks. I’m not even trippin’ over it; it’s just lately my friendships have been falling apart and I need someone to talk to. 

I guess its stupid for me to think they (my friends) would just know that I need someone to talk to but this is reality and this is fantasy. The thing that sucks the most is that I see other people taking the time to talk and skype and text to their friends back home; friends that live more than 3 hours away. 

Now I feel like I have lost one of my best friends, my roommate. Excuse my language but lately she has been a total bitch to me. What the hell? She ditches me for other people leaving me by myself most of the time and then she blames me for it. And I believe it. I believe it is my fault our friendship didn’t work out because I wasn’t here whenever she wanted me to be. I finally figured it out. She wants me to sit around and wait for her to decide she wants to hang out with me and I AM TIRED OF IT!!!!!

I am ready to go back home and get away from all of this. However I think I am going to miss one of my sisters who has kind of taken the place of a best friend. Lately she has been the only one I can talk to about anything. I have tried reaching out to other friends hoping they would call or text. Saying “I miss you” or “I really wish we could talk” But once again I stand alone. 

My goal for the summer: LEARN TO BE ALONE 

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psych-facts: The top 8 most bizarre personality disorders

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Millions of people across the world are diagnosed as suffering from mental illness. And though most of those are disorders are common and well-known (such as depression, anxiety and phobias) there are also some unusual and bizarre disorders. For example:

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